The smiling British terrorist who blew himself up in a suicide attack in Iraq said he had such hatred for his American captors while being held in Guantanamo Bay that he wanted to spit in their faces. “The American soldier was taking off my chains [and] I wanted to spit in his face but you have to hold yourself inside,” Jamal al-Harith told a British TV station shortly after his release from the US prison in Cuba in 2004.